For someone writing a blog about world domination I couldn’t be further from my ultimate goal. Right now I’m sitting in a chair all day, just staring at a screen being bored. Lazy I still tend to think. But I have to be honest with myself: chronic tiredness is a cruel villain. That doesn’t mean I don’t hate sitting here, staring at an empty page, trying to find the energy to at least do something today.It's a strange position I never thought I would find myself in. Still there’s some beauty in it. Because wouldn’t it make a great start for a story? A protagonist both chronically ill and chronically bored, trying to rule the world. Sure, it’s a long climb, but we all like an underdog.Now another problem is my utter lack of a plan. Most of the time I am just winging it. Not a great way to start if you want to rule them all. Well, most world leaders seem to do great by ignoring everyones problems and just doing what they feel like. But I actually want to be a sort of good person. Or at least, I want people to question if I am evil. Not outright know it for sure. So I have some thinking to do.Maybe there’s a few things on my to do list for now. They won’t get me quite where I want to be, but they are a first stepping stone of sorts. Something to work on while I’m working on the bigger things. I could probably even use them as a cover of sorts. Just in case an FBI agent clicks on this book and thinks it serious. Then they can just be like: nah, it’s just a woman talking about her books. Nothing to see here 🙂

Let me share those “plans” with you for now. None of them are set in stone, but I would love to get to do them.

-Get more of my covers on physical books (I'm on 3)-Grow my large cactus until it’s a meter tall (it’s about 70 cm already)-Publish a cute gay love story.(like real world publish)-Make a fully animated book trailer (for the record, I can’t actually animate)-Seek therapy (yes, I knew you would suggest it)I also considered adding not being chronically ill on the list, but I decided not to. I am a little too proud of the chronically ill and bored line. Would be a shame if I couldn’t use it anymore. Seriously I have a free pass to make all kinds of illness related jokes and I finally have a place to use them! I don’t want to lose that right by getting better. Would be kind of stupid, don’t you think?​​​​​​​Anyway, for now I’ve shared my goals with you. So maybe it’s time to do something with my life. Maybe I start with staring at my screen and thinking about my story for a bit. Turns out writing a fantasy book without a plot isn’t the greatest idea. But I can’t help it that my characters trew my plot away. I didn’t give them free will.I’m really starting to wonder if this ruling over the world thing is a good idea. I can’t even rule over my own books. Well, too late now. The plan has begun.

I figured I might as well chuck in stupid stories in here for funsies

SO

here's something that just made me want to crawl into a hole and die that happened two weeks ago.

Let's set the scene, I'm in my business management class and I've got Discord running in the bg, nth insane. I was also on Do Not Disturb. Keep that in mind. My group goes hey we'll use ur laptop I'm lay hey that's cool whatever. I GO UP THERE AND START THE PRESENTATION AND "bling" DISCORD NOTIF. LIKE BABES. MY VOLUME IS OFF, ITS ON DO NOT DISTURB. WTF MAN. Also, every server besides Penana is set to like only mentions. ANYWAYS. while I'm doing this presentation the notif goes off and i turn off my volume my laptop is muted. we turn off all the sound BUT STILL ENTIRE FUCKING PRESENTATION

DISCORD NPOTIFS.

A part of me died that day...part of my dignity.

What makes it better is no one sent any messages too me during that time AND penana discord hadn't gone off like...wtf an

"Your employees are a billboard for your company. Know how to use that to your advantage."

When I first stepped onto the soil of the Netherlands, I was struck by a canvas painted with broad strokes of sophistication and quaint charm—a sort of pastoral modernity that captures the eye and the heart. The cities, resplendent with their mix of historic canals and sleek, contemporary architecture, seemed to echo the past while proudly proclaiming their place in the future. Amsterdam's labyrinthine waterways, Utrecht’s bustling streets, and Rotterdam's daring designs: each city a chapter in a storybook that promises more than just a glimpse into the Dutch way of life.

The Dutch themselves are an embodiment of this beautiful paradox. Polite and respectful, with an easy smile and a readiness to help, they move through their cities with graceful efficiency. Cyclists whir by in a blur of activity, epitomising a healthy and environmentally conscious lifestyle. It's hard not to admire their striking balance between calm composure and vibrant living. Whether it's the stunningly handsome or the effortlessly beautiful, their appearance seems to reflect their lifestyle—active, healthy, and incredibly welcoming.

Language, often a barrier thick as a fortress wall in many countries, is a mere curtain here, brushed aside with ease as nearly everyone switches to English with a fluency that is both impressive and a relief, despite knowing some Dutch myself. This linguistic agility opened up avenues of deeper connection and understanding during my stay, culminating in a medical academic conference where I stood as a speaker. Presenting on intricate matters of clinical medicine and novel surgical technology, surrounded by peers equally adept in their fields, I felt a seamless part of a global dialogue—a testament to the country’s inclusive and internationally minded spirit.

The culinary landscape in the Netherlands, much like its physical one, is a delightful surprise. From the hearty, comforting stroopwafels and bitterballen to the exquisite Michelin-starred offerings that dot the cities, the Dutch palette is as varied as it is delicious. Each meal is an invitation not just to taste but to savour and remember.

And oh, the vistas! Fields punctuated by the vivid hues of tulip blooms in the spring, the serene stretches of the countryside dotted with windmills and farmhouses, and the sea kissing the shores with a dutiful regularity. Each view seems to whisper a story of its own, a silent narrative that begs you to stop and listen with your eyes.

As my journey concluded, a certain melancholy took hold—the kind reserved for the end of delightful days and memorable sojourns. With its intriguing blend of old-world charm and new-age dynamism, the Netherlands had etched itself into my memory, inviting, almost imploring, for a return. And return I shall, for how could one resist such a hearty embrace of life and living? Indeed, the Dutch have mastered the art of inviting you in and making you yearn for just one more day in their picturesque land.

I wasn't expecting a good start, not on a Monday of all days. I woke up invigorated and alive; I even remembered to take my pills today. I think the excitement of witnessing a solar eclipse encouraged me to be so upbeat. I don't usually look forward to school, but I couldn't wait to observe the eclipse during my 9th period. Now, I'm sorely disappointed; I missed the complete eclipse. The complete eclipse happened while I was in 8th period; My teacher wouldn't allow us outside, instead opting for a live stream. Big downer, now I have to wait twenty years for another chance.

I should've asked to stay home. Although, I had a test to do today. A summative essay for US History: pulled most of my information out of my ass, though. I probably got no better than a low B. And god forbid I miss any review for the Algebra test on Friday. I wouldn't have missed the division drama; my day would've been better without it.

I don't understand how Panther II can walk around with his self-proclaimed "Sigma energy" yet be too afraid to apologize in person. I didn't know being a sigma included acting like a little bitch. Seriously, he went out of his way to contact his friend to send his message, begging the only friend I have left from the division to contact him three months after the division dissolved because he was scared to apologize. Extremely childish, as always.

But boo, hoo, it doesn't bother me all too much anymore; he can continue trying to remedy unfixable problems. I'm not going to be there when his new little division goes to shit as well. All I need is my family and the friends I have left.

Speaking of which, Sonder came home with a crazy amount of homework. It's ticking me off how much his teachers give him. It takes a long time to assist him because he can't focus when he gets home. Juggling my and his homework doesn't help, but it is what it is.

In the intricate tapestry of human health, the equilibrium of electrolytes is paramount. Among these, chloride may not command the spotlight like its more renowned counterpart, sodium, yet its balance is equally critical. Hyperchloremia, or elevated chloride levels in the blood, can signal various underlying conditions. This article explores the causes of hyperchloremia, particularly when it presents in isolation, with other minerals remaining within normal parameters.

What is Chloride?

Chloride is a crucial electrolyte that collaborates closely with sodium and potassium to regulate body fluids, sustain blood volume, blood pressure, and the body's pH balance. It is primarily found in the blood and extracellular fluid. The normal range of chloride in the blood is typically between 96 and 106 milliequivalents per litre (mEq/L), although this may slightly differ depending on laboratory standards.

Hyperchloremia: A Closer Look

Hyperchloremia occurs when the serum chloride level surpasses the upper limit of the normal range. While often identified during routine blood tests, this condition might not manifest specific symptoms but can indicate significant health concerns when observed.

Causes of Isolated Hyperchloremia

The factors leading to elevated chloride levels, particularly when other minerals remain within normal limits, are complex:

1. Dehydration: The most straightforward cause, dehydration leads to an increased concentration of chloride as the body loses water and electrolytes.

2. Kidney Disorders: Conditions that impair kidney function, such as chronic kidney disease, can hinder the kidneys' ability to filter excess chloride effectively.

3. Acidosis: Forms of metabolic acidosis, where the body cannot eliminate enough acid or produces too much acid, often result in elevated chloride levels to maintain acid-base balance.

4. Dietary Intake: Consuming large amounts of table salt can increase chloride levels, especially if there is impaired kidney function or a predisposition to chloride retention.

5. Medications: Certain medications, including diuretics and corticosteroids, can elevate chloride levels as a side effect.

6. Endocrine Disorders: Although rare, disorders like Addison's disease affecting the adrenal glands might disrupt electrolyte balance, including chloride.

Diagnosing Hyperchloremia

Hyperchloremia is usually identified through blood tests conducted for other reasons. If high chloride levels are detected, healthcare providers may undertake further tests to ascertain the underlying cause, considering the patient's medical history, symptoms, and additional laboratory findings.

Managing Hyperchloremia

Management strategies for hyperchloremia depend on the underlying cause. For example, addressing dehydration through fluid intake, modifying the diet to reduce salt consumption, adjusting medication, or treating kidney disorders can help normalise chloride levels. In some instances, managing acid-base disorders or treating endocrine dysfunctions might be necessary.

Conclusion

While elevated chloride levels may appear benign at first, they can indicate underlying health issues that warrant attention. Understanding the balance and function of electrolytes like chloride is essential in maintaining overall health. If you're diagnosed with hyperchloremia, working closely with your healthcare provider to identify and manage the underlying cause is crucial. Through awareness and proactive management, it's possible to maintain the delicate balance of electrolytes and ensure long-term health and well-being.

I am inherently fearful

A scared child in a woman's body

How does one grow up?

I have stayed the same since I was seven

Stagnant, but on the outside so deprived

As if I’ve never had a break

When all I have is time

But I never do anything with it,

And I don’t know why.

I should have completed my books by now

But I have written less than I did in high school

Oh how I hated high school

But now I’d give anything to go back

To have friends and correct the mistakes I made

Be less shy, talk more, to be loved

But I am nothing but myself

And I do not know how to change

A horrendous bug lurking

Somebody squish me

Trap me in a cup and let me loose

“Please don’t read Mein Kampf.”

-Me

Context: I'm standing in line for a game. And as more people come to play, the line gets longer and longer.

Dude behind me- "I hate lines. They are too long. And too many Ls in the word 'line',"

To the boy who was never meant to be:

Why did it have to happen to us?

Why does everyone else get to have their stories then ours has to be lost somewhere in a corrupted state?

Why do we have to be the "right person, right place, wrong time"?

Why can't I just give up on what was never meant to be?

How did we go from a simple question to such heart break?

How did one person go to the one thing that makes me wake up in the morning?

How am I supposed to let go of the biggest regrets I've ever had?

How am I supposed to forget you so I can find someone else?

Please, next time, don't leave me. And I won't let you go.

-The girl who was never meant to be

Sexuality equal to Humanity

When no ones think about the lifeless

Prices will be increased till we see the mindset

Which will help to escape From the mindless

If you go seeking out the happiness

You might get know about the cross roads

It’s Will lead you to the wildness

Seen by the virtuousness

I got to know about the righteous

Greatness will be meaningless

If Can’t help the helpless

Helpless will seek out the solutions

To come out from the population

Consumption won’t be enough till realize the imagination

What can do the generation

If we could destroy the pollution

Which cave into our mind, since we are from the aggravation

Expectations will be vital

To the future population

To go ahead with the imagination

To win the Life by the acceleration

In order to find the hallucinations

You have to have the sensation

Get your feet from my mind

I gotta think

Think of the way

How I’m gonna escape

Escape from this uncertainties

Till I met the devil

I’ll search throughout the universe

How I’m gonna survive

Till I see the stars to show me the road to heaven

Way down we go

As long as we able to see

We see the full of lies of reality to keep us on the ground to make the mistakes