I figured I might as well chuck in stupid stories in here for funsies

SO

here's something that just made me want to crawl into a hole and die that happened two weeks ago.

Let's set the scene, I'm in my business management class and I've got Discord running in the bg, nth insane. I was also on Do Not Disturb. Keep that in mind. My group goes hey we'll use ur laptop I'm lay hey that's cool whatever. I GO UP THERE AND START THE PRESENTATION AND "bling" DISCORD NOTIF. LIKE BABES. MY VOLUME IS OFF, ITS ON DO NOT DISTURB. WTF MAN. Also, every server besides Penana is set to like only mentions. ANYWAYS. while I'm doing this presentation the notif goes off and i turn off my volume my laptop is muted. we turn off all the sound BUT STILL ENTIRE FUCKING PRESENTATION

DISCORD NPOTIFS.

A part of me died that day...part of my dignity.

What makes it better is no one sent any messages too me during that time AND penana discord hadn't gone off like...wtf an

For someone writing a blog about world domination I couldn’t be further from my ultimate goal. Right now I’m sitting in a chair all day, just staring at a screen being bored. Lazy I still tend to think. But I have to be honest with myself: chronic tiredness is a cruel villain. That doesn’t mean I don’t hate sitting here, staring at an empty page, trying to find the energy to at least do something today.It's a strange position I never thought I would find myself in. Still there’s some beauty in it. Because wouldn’t it make a great start for a story? A protagonist both chronically ill and chronically bored, trying to rule the world. Sure, it’s a long climb, but we all like an underdog.Now another problem is my utter lack of a plan. Most of the time I am just winging it. Not a great way to start if you want to rule them all. Well, most world leaders seem to do great by ignoring everyones problems and just doing what they feel like. But I actually want to be a sort of good person. Or at least, I want people to question if I am evil. Not outright know it for sure. So I have some thinking to do.Maybe there’s a few things on my to do list for now. They won’t get me quite where I want to be, but they are a first stepping stone of sorts. Something to work on while I’m working on the bigger things. I could probably even use them as a cover of sorts. Just in case an FBI agent clicks on this book and thinks it serious. Then they can just be like: nah, it’s just a woman talking about her books. Nothing to see here 🙂

Let me share those “plans” with you for now. None of them are set in stone, but I would love to get to do them.

-Get more of my covers on physical books (I'm on 3)-Grow my large cactus until it’s a meter tall (it’s about 70 cm already)-Publish a cute gay love story.(like real world publish)-Make a fully animated book trailer (for the record, I can’t actually animate)-Seek therapy (yes, I knew you would suggest it)I also considered adding not being chronically ill on the list, but I decided not to. I am a little too proud of the chronically ill and bored line. Would be a shame if I couldn’t use it anymore. Seriously I have a free pass to make all kinds of illness related jokes and I finally have a place to use them! I don’t want to lose that right by getting better. Would be kind of stupid, don’t you think?​​​​​​​Anyway, for now I’ve shared my goals with you. So maybe it’s time to do something with my life. Maybe I start with staring at my screen and thinking about my story for a bit. Turns out writing a fantasy book without a plot isn’t the greatest idea. But I can’t help it that my characters trew my plot away. I didn’t give them free will.I’m really starting to wonder if this ruling over the world thing is a good idea. I can’t even rule over my own books. Well, too late now. The plan has begun.

"Not only are we now forgetting things, but we are also forgetting things that we actually remembered."

This probably should've been the first chapter I made, and I should've done this a long time ago for this. Coming to terms with this is honestly the hardest part I had in starting to write as a hobby, but then I remembered that I'm doing this for fun and not as a job. And this might be wrong, but the problem is being able to find an idea that doesn't feel like something else even at more than just the bare bones of the idea? I just want to say that, if originality is what's stopping you from writing, even as a hobby, then that's fine. Don't outright plagiarize, that's bad, but don't stress out over being 100% original because you'll never get anything done.

So many concepts that are commonplace in all genres come from somewhere else. Elves have existed throughout history in many forms from the smaller, more-Christmas elves to the tall, lithe and beautiful light and dark elves, and the second has dominated the modern fantasy scene, not that I'm complaining as half-elf is my preferred race for table-top rpgs. Warp drive is an important part of most space sci-fi and yet, while very similar, most find interesting and different ways to do it. Star Wars has it more like specific corridors to travel along, Star Trek is more like going the speed of light, and Warhammer 40K is basically opening a portal to hell to travel through from my understanding.

The problem with originality is not being 100% original, but rather taking what many consider an old tired idea and twisting it into something at least somewhat unique. Go through your favorite movie/book/game and compare it to similar games, strip them to their bare bones and look at how similar they are at their core. Hollow Knight is a zombie apocalypse brought on by a malevolent force, Dark Souls is a fantasy game where you are the chosen one who is to decide the fate of the land, etc. This part is more reassurance than anything so let me finish it here.

Go ahead and brainstorm. Come up with ideas and dive in headfirst to twist that tired idea into something else. Good luck and have fun

Hello. This The Victor and this  is my blog. Here I will post news  on my new updates to books. I will also answer any questions here . I will  try to update as much as I can. You might have also notice It has been a long time since I wrote anything but I will try to write more.

with that being said, here are soom things I would like  to say:

-Bad to the bone has 900 views so thank you so much

-speking of bad to the bone, bones return is now out

-and finally  hero my new book is now out

thanks for reading ​​​​​​​victor OUT!

Gravity,

Perhaps zero gravity.

The starving beast has awakened,

Struggles, but cannot be free.

Want to grow a pair of wings,

But cannot escape this gravity planet.

"We are all a part and only a part of this world. "...

An astronaut,

Floating in space.

Want to touch that borderline,

zero gravity.

Where the light of all the stars meets.

Yet cannot get rid of his space suits.

It's time to put the mask back on.

I am a human mimicking slime…

I have been observing people lately.

Parents with their kids,

Fast-walking person with suits on,

A young boy and a young girl,

A curious foreigner with a backpack.

Maybe, and just maybe.

I can turn into a beetle,

and fly away.

The sky will be my drawing board,

The grass can be my bed.

Raindrop can be my fountain,

The moon can be my friend.

It seems like everything will be amazing,

In that zero gravity.

I will be free,

In ALL gravity.

The liquid of static noise,

Flood my sense of consciousness.

It always reminds me,

" You are not living, but reacting."

Perhaps, we are all castaways,

In some worlds,

At some time,

With someone…

The astronaut removed his space suits.

His flesh and blood floating freely, in the universe.

In zero gravity, with all the gravity.

In the intricate tapestry of human health, the equilibrium of electrolytes is paramount. Among these, chloride may not command the spotlight like its more renowned counterpart, sodium, yet its balance is equally critical. Hyperchloremia, or elevated chloride levels in the blood, can signal various underlying conditions. This article explores the causes of hyperchloremia, particularly when it presents in isolation, with other minerals remaining within normal parameters.

What is Chloride?

Chloride is a crucial electrolyte that collaborates closely with sodium and potassium to regulate body fluids, sustain blood volume, blood pressure, and the body's pH balance. It is primarily found in the blood and extracellular fluid. The normal range of chloride in the blood is typically between 96 and 106 milliequivalents per litre (mEq/L), although this may slightly differ depending on laboratory standards.

Hyperchloremia: A Closer Look

Hyperchloremia occurs when the serum chloride level surpasses the upper limit of the normal range. While often identified during routine blood tests, this condition might not manifest specific symptoms but can indicate significant health concerns when observed.

Causes of Isolated Hyperchloremia

The factors leading to elevated chloride levels, particularly when other minerals remain within normal limits, are complex:

1. Dehydration: The most straightforward cause, dehydration leads to an increased concentration of chloride as the body loses water and electrolytes.

2. Kidney Disorders: Conditions that impair kidney function, such as chronic kidney disease, can hinder the kidneys' ability to filter excess chloride effectively.

3. Acidosis: Forms of metabolic acidosis, where the body cannot eliminate enough acid or produces too much acid, often result in elevated chloride levels to maintain acid-base balance.

4. Dietary Intake: Consuming large amounts of table salt can increase chloride levels, especially if there is impaired kidney function or a predisposition to chloride retention.

5. Medications: Certain medications, including diuretics and corticosteroids, can elevate chloride levels as a side effect.

6. Endocrine Disorders: Although rare, disorders like Addison's disease affecting the adrenal glands might disrupt electrolyte balance, including chloride.

Diagnosing Hyperchloremia

Hyperchloremia is usually identified through blood tests conducted for other reasons. If high chloride levels are detected, healthcare providers may undertake further tests to ascertain the underlying cause, considering the patient's medical history, symptoms, and additional laboratory findings.

Managing Hyperchloremia

Management strategies for hyperchloremia depend on the underlying cause. For example, addressing dehydration through fluid intake, modifying the diet to reduce salt consumption, adjusting medication, or treating kidney disorders can help normalise chloride levels. In some instances, managing acid-base disorders or treating endocrine dysfunctions might be necessary.

Conclusion

While elevated chloride levels may appear benign at first, they can indicate underlying health issues that warrant attention. Understanding the balance and function of electrolytes like chloride is essential in maintaining overall health. If you're diagnosed with hyperchloremia, working closely with your healthcare provider to identify and manage the underlying cause is crucial. Through awareness and proactive management, it's possible to maintain the delicate balance of electrolytes and ensure long-term health and well-being.

Context: I'm standing in line for a game. And as more people come to play, the line gets longer and longer.

Dude behind me- "I hate lines. They are too long. And too many Ls in the word 'line',"

This time, I am proud to say that I can make art again (Actually make myself feel satisfied with it) XD

When I first stepped onto the soil of the Netherlands, I was struck by a canvas painted with broad strokes of sophistication and quaint charm—a sort of pastoral modernity that captures the eye and the heart. The cities, resplendent with their mix of historic canals and sleek, contemporary architecture, seemed to echo the past while proudly proclaiming their place in the future. Amsterdam's labyrinthine waterways, Utrecht’s bustling streets, and Rotterdam's daring designs: each city a chapter in a storybook that promises more than just a glimpse into the Dutch way of life.

The Dutch themselves are an embodiment of this beautiful paradox. Polite and respectful, with an easy smile and a readiness to help, they move through their cities with graceful efficiency. Cyclists whir by in a blur of activity, epitomising a healthy and environmentally conscious lifestyle. It's hard not to admire their striking balance between calm composure and vibrant living. Whether it's the stunningly handsome or the effortlessly beautiful, their appearance seems to reflect their lifestyle—active, healthy, and incredibly welcoming.

Language, often a barrier thick as a fortress wall in many countries, is a mere curtain here, brushed aside with ease as nearly everyone switches to English with a fluency that is both impressive and a relief, despite knowing some Dutch myself. This linguistic agility opened up avenues of deeper connection and understanding during my stay, culminating in a medical academic conference where I stood as a speaker. Presenting on intricate matters of clinical medicine and novel surgical technology, surrounded by peers equally adept in their fields, I felt a seamless part of a global dialogue—a testament to the country’s inclusive and internationally minded spirit.

The culinary landscape in the Netherlands, much like its physical one, is a delightful surprise. From the hearty, comforting stroopwafels and bitterballen to the exquisite Michelin-starred offerings that dot the cities, the Dutch palette is as varied as it is delicious. Each meal is an invitation not just to taste but to savour and remember.

And oh, the vistas! Fields punctuated by the vivid hues of tulip blooms in the spring, the serene stretches of the countryside dotted with windmills and farmhouses, and the sea kissing the shores with a dutiful regularity. Each view seems to whisper a story of its own, a silent narrative that begs you to stop and listen with your eyes.

As my journey concluded, a certain melancholy took hold—the kind reserved for the end of delightful days and memorable sojourns. With its intriguing blend of old-world charm and new-age dynamism, the Netherlands had etched itself into my memory, inviting, almost imploring, for a return. And return I shall, for how could one resist such a hearty embrace of life and living? Indeed, the Dutch have mastered the art of inviting you in and making you yearn for just one more day in their picturesque land.

dear diary, its 04/22

SOOO A LOT CHANGED LIKE I SAIDDDD!!!

me nd L arent friends anymore. so this thing happened with a guy and she was having a panic attack over roblox and I told him cus i was worried and she got mad and blocked me and I also told her santa wasn't real bc apparently she didn't know and she got so mad so like shes lit a kid so idfc anymore abt being friends w her it was kinda immature on my part to be 14 and friends w an 11 year old.

i don't rlly play fortnite anymore, I'm tryna get back into it bc i miss it.

i also had like a short friendship with this guy ill call him "I' and basically he was super like idek he had crazy attachment (i do too but not this crazy i have boundaries) and within like 2 days he was telling me he loved me and saying "u better not be talking to other guys" and making me feel rlly uncomfortable in general. and ig most of it was my fault because I didn't wanna say anything so I js let him tell me those things i didn't tell him to stop and i js like was over it and i told him i didn't wanna be friends and i was rlly strict w it because after i told him that he was like "() don't leave me" and its js a crazy situation in general. i feel like i got a little attached also bc after the fact i kept checking to see if he messaged but i stopped doing that so yeaaaa anyways.

UPDATE: i dated that one guy. relationship lasted a couple weeks, we broke up js before our  1 mnth and i think he's like deadass gay now bc on tikyapp he was reposting how he's queer so uhm like i swear he confessed to me first bro. its always me falling for the zesty guys smh. KILL ME NOW

friends: m, b, k,